A Shout Out

Well it's been a while so I decided hey why not give a shout out to some of the best people in my life.
That is of course my group.

You see awhile ago I was diagnosed with depression, this came after I began noticing a total lack of desire for everything and even contemplated killing my self. It seemed easier and like it would take off a burden from me and others.

Thank god for Harrison. I told him about this and he suggested I meet with Doug his therapist. I decided well it certainly couldn't hurt so I set up an appointment and met with Doug. I had no idea what to expect, but I soon learned that he just wanted to get to know me and just wanted to care about me. It was amazing and I started seeing small growth in my self right away.
He then extended an invitation to go to group that week. I said I would make it the following week.
I couldn't have made a better decision

I walked into that group nervous as hell and not knowing what was going to happen or what would be said, now a rule of group is what we say stays there so I can't give details but I was put on the hot seat the first night. I don't think I had cried like that in years, it was amazing.

Week after week I go and week after week o continue to grow as a human and as a friend. I wouldn't trade my time in group for anything, it has been the most amazing time of my life and I literally look forward to it every seek and it just recharges my batteries so I can continue to be me. I love every single one of those people more than any words can describe, they are all such amazing people and I just want the very best for all of them in the future because they certainly deserve it.

So yes this has been my random shoutout.

So to Doug, Brian, and everyone in group thank you so much. You are all amazing and I love everysingle one of you.

And kids just remember that somewhere over the rainbow... There is another rainbow