Dear People... Please learn to accept

Ok so here is the deal I have a feeling most of these posts will be humorous or just weird and random. However this is something I need to get off my chest so I am blogging about it... So here is the thing I have been raised in the LDS church my entire life, my parents and almost my entire extended family are extremely devout in it. Now I being young always believed the church until about the age of 13 when things just stopped making sense to me, I didn't give up and I still completely haven't however as more and more questions arouse, it became more and more forced down my throat. I realized it was no longer about me and my decisions it was about what made my parents happy. This became very apparent when at the age of 15 I told my parents I didn't believe the church. The looks on their faces stung more than anything else in my entire life. They then decided to set up weekly meeting with the stake president, after about a month I gave in and said I believed the church again. My house has been hell to me since then, I cannot be my self around them, and I always have to put on a show to make them happy. Now recently I meet with my bishop who set up an appointment with me cause I didn't have a temple recommend. I was not gonna lie and pretend like I was worthy or had any desire to go. Now I get to have weekly meetings with him... Please all I ask from people is to just accept peoples decisions and how they live their life. I am not a bad kid, I just have issues with the church. I believe and talk to god on a regular basis. I am not perfect in this and have to work all the time to not judge others on how they live their life, but being a project is not a fun thing. So please just love people, and give them a chance to be themselves.